i was told…

i was told sometime back i was never gonna know happiness around that time i thought at the back of my head that most probably this loneliness was never going to go away then but i never wanted to believe either of that but everytime someone comes along n makes me wanna believe. i dun wanna give up but how much can i take this is something i dunno its just too fucking hard to bear this pain! i wish this suffocation would just go away