He shuts down his computer; tells himself its time for bed, can’t be late to work again. He switches the light off and tries to close his eyes. But he finds himself staring at the dark room. He opens his mobile phone, switches yhe lights on and starts talking to people. Then he defends himself and closes his phone and switches the light off again. Tears just roll down his cheek and he just keeps wiping it off. He feels pain in his chest; tells himself his heart is hurting but he doesn’t know why! Is it all he has lost; then again he never had anything to loose. Is it the life and people; he just hasn’t found what he wants from them. Why doesn’t he understand? What doesn’t he know to not be sad! Is this forever? Or will it end soon? Will he be happy or feel nothing?