Dumbass friend

Do you think I asked you just for a ride?
Are you that dumb?
Do you not understand?
It is not a ride I want,
It is the presence I am asking for,
I want somebody whom I trust by me,
Because I am scared.

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Loneliness is killing me

What is the extreme loneliness you have felt?
I discover new extremes every time I find myself feeling lonely.

Are you surrounded by people?
I am, and it is same as then when I was standing alone.

Do you think they love you unconditionally?
If you thought yes, you thought wrong.

What lengths have you gone to try get rid of loneliness?
I sold my self-respect for moments of another body by me.

Have you begged for a presence?
I did and now I don’t know who I have become anymore.

Are you tired?
I am exhausted.

Here I go again, to revive myself.