Outburst

You are there for them

You take care of them

And they rather sacrifice you

They rather push you off the cliff

They rather push you through the edge

They don’t give a fuck about you

They rather let you do it alone

Okay then no fucks taken

I owe you nothing

I owe none of you nothing

Fuck you!

Am i a means to an end?

I was mistaken

I am stupid

I am my own doom

Fuck you

You too will pass

And so it begins…

Back to embracing solitude

Where i was at my happiest

Alone. Sad mostly. But i was not miserable. Not guilty. Not wronged.

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