with 2011 i started blogging..it was actually my new year resolution to pick up something i wasnt doing much lately ie write..i rarely talk about everything im going through with anybody…i always try to put a mask, smile like everything is great but the reality is otherwise…n im tired of pretending and keeping everything inside so this is how im getting rid of things…here its like shouting into the space..where i might be heard or not..but it helps me to deal with facts…..here i wont have to pretend…here i can let the part of me suffocating out….
The definition of Life is something that is different for each one of us, some call it a mystery, some a journey, I call it WAR, it’s a series of continuous battles.Every morning I wake up, I know a battle awaits, a battle with myself, with the world and the list goes on. There are just too many thing to fight with that winning doesn’t become your priority you just gotta survive every attack, what matters in the end is for you to still be breathing to fight another day. At times we find ourselves all worn and torn, and surrounded by the enemies and we don’t get to say “I gotta rest” or “can we do this tomorrow?”. And the worst would be when there’s nobody there to help you out, yea sure people might tell you there are gonna be there but they fail to keep their words, they are only human BUT we can’t stop we must go on as a One Man Army! May be life is a war meant to be fought alone (atleast that’s how it is for me, that’s how i see it). In this war we should always be ready for the worst that could happen in every situation but never forget to enjoy and LIVE the moments..for at the worst of times these moments is what gets you going and not give in and surrender in this war. Its not necessary to win every battle, what’s important is how you use what you learnt from all the battles to survive to win. In the long run how many battles you lost wont matter, what will matters is if you fought with all your might and never give up. You cannot tell yourself you can’t fight anymore, you just need to FIGHT!! This is what being a onemanarmy is for me.
If I do that till the end I think when the angel of deaths comes to take me I think I’ll go with a smile.
Message to anyone reading this……u might feel alone, frustrated with life, hate urself, unsatisfied with urself,..what ever ur going though ur not the only one….there are people going through worse….the main thing is not to give up on urself….always believe in urself …..we fail, we fall..its just that next time u gotta try harder….if u fall again pick urself right back up and try again.
And please feel free to leave comments, suggestions,…. and i will get back to you if its required 😀
among all the beautiful pictures i’ve looked at.. this is my favourite and it represents HOPE for me…it was taken by a friend of mine from Ghandruk, which is a beautiful place in Nepal..i haven’t been there but i will 😀