My love you are gone
You have left me truely this time
You have met another man
You have forgotten me
Took less time than I thought it would
Yet here I am still hanging on to the love we had
I will never get over you
I just hope life will bring me someone give me enough love to not remember
The love we once.
The love you once made me feel.
I am happy for you
You have finally moved on
I told you it will be you
I told you, you need to
I finally listened to me, i guess
But my loneliness has intensified
I am lone.
I hear them words in my head
I miss the love you made me feel
I miss not feeling alone
I don’t miss you
I miss not being the only one in the bed
I miss curling up with you
I miss your kisses
I don’t miss you
I miss your eyes looking at me
I miss your smile
I miss the songs u played
I don’t miss you
I heard them words again
I wish i didn’t miss you
This is my last letter to you, my dear dear lover boy. It would be nice if I could tell you all this in person but I am a coward and you know that.
Yesterday should have been avoided but I guess we are too late for that. I thought I was okay but I am not. How do I tell you I had to walk away because I could not watch you hurt and just settle for a witness. I was being selfish. But after a year here we are and you are not over anything you were going through. You are still hurting, you are broken and all I did was break your broken heart. All I did was make things worse for you. I made it worse for you. I was not able to save you but I didn’t know I had just helped to make things worse for you. I wish my apologies could save you, take away your pain. I wish I could turn back time and change everything. I wish I could go back and tried harder to help you. Tried harder to stay with you. I am but a mere mortal and incapable of turning back time.
Karma is a bitch. What goes around comes around. And I deserve nothing less.
I am going to try to slowly move out now. Since I can’t help you, because I will only remind you of all that you have lost. What hurts me is knowing that may be you were never in love with me. May be I never stopped being a distraction from your far-away lover. You still love him. May be you loved us both but I am nothing before your first love.
I never wanted love. I didn’t want what I thought we had. I don’t remember what we had, all we went thought in detail like you did. I had to save myself. All those memories, you did was to remind me to smile but I am not sure if I will be able to after yesterday.
You are my first like he is yours. So you shall remain in my heart. I wish I had a stronger heart. I wish we had never met.
All said and done, I am a mere human with the only choice to live with, to learn to smile thinking of the days that went by. To not repeat the mistakes I made with you with somebody else.
I hope you find your peace. You have been broken for too long.
Three years since we met, more than a year since we went our separate ways. And still this heart wonders where you are, what you are doing, how you are doing. I lied to you the time we talked. I haven’t let you go. I have been trying to let you go. I am. I just haven’t been able to let you go. I don’t know if i want to, i dun think i want to because i feel guilty for tying to let you go. I feel sad for myself but i don’t want to break your heart again, instead i have been breaking other hearts. I don’t know. I am getting feed up with myself.
I wish we were together. I wish we were happy together. But now all i can wish for is that we find hapiness.
I never thought love would do this to me. But it has. Like i didn’t have enough of heartaches. Life is hard, god is cruel and i shall breathe again.
I miss you in my life. I miss being happy. We were not perfect but most days we were happy. Now it is all in the past! Its gone.
You are my dying dream
You give me sleepless nights
You have troubled my heart
You have put me though hopeless times
But you have given me love
You have made me smile
You have given me a taste of happiness
And this is enough
That was enough