Love not?

As we kissed, you said “I love you”

And i mumbled “Okay”

I hurt the last person who said that to me.

You said again “I love you”

And I mumbled “I love you too”

But love alone is not enough.

You said “are you sure? you don’t have to say it”

I said “i will have to ask myself that”

Were the words said for the sake of it, do these words weight this little?

I did feel the love the first night we spent together. It was beautiful.

But where are we going? I don’t see it. I barely know you.

Are these all words coming as excuses to stay away from love, or you don’t feel the same?

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Wishes and lovers

Curious innocence
You were the first one I ever felt connected with, it was an hour was it we spent together? I remember I wanted to devour you. You felt like everything I need maybe you still are. We met at the wrong time I guess but I’m glad we met. Maybe there is still a chance for us but you have seas to cross. Only time will tell.

Otherworldly Vagabond
You I left behind. I loved you. I still do. I wish you nothing but peace and happiness.

Mischevious bear
I see you. Your ambitions are bigger than anything else. I can’t see us together. You feel so comfortable, I feel at peace at the thought of you.

Fake-meat eater
Guarded. funny. sarcastic. I’ve barely scratched the surface. You will open with time and the is what we are running out of.

And I
I am lost. Within.
Desperate. Longing for togetherness.
None of you are right, neither wrong.
Perfect.
Patience.

I am enough.
Wishes.

The person

A person can be your addiction

A person can become a habit

A person can be love

A person can be your strength

And your weakness.

A person is more than the eyes, the nose and the lips, the face.

The person is more than innocence

The person is the best thing to happen to you

The person is your biggest selfless act

The person is your biggest selfless love

And your worst heartbreak.

Accepting my feeling

I cannot not love you
I cannot throw you out of my life
I want to but,
I am not going to kill my heart
It has been through enough for a lifetime.

Am I supposed to do the “right thing”?
I have no energy
I will make do
Let life take its course
For you will pass by me
In time
I will pass by you
Till then
I will smile and
Thank you for being around
For what I feel is real
And I don’t need reciprocation
I don’t need validation
Nor am i asking for it
I am not doing anything wrong
I am going to feel this feeling
I am going to smile
For as long as I can
For as long as life will let me
For tomorrow I will cry
Today I will be happy.

Cheers

Moment of love

I could write endless love stories about you and me.

Every detailed moments.

Like how you would get on top of me,

Look me in the eye

Give me a peck in the lips

And roll on to the other side of bed

Search for my hand looking at the ceiling

Grasp my hand tight

Fingers intertwined.

In that fantasy, I could spend a life time.