Friend

I rather look at the curious eyes, confused laughter, innocent smile on a warm hearted person

Than,

Look at the ever changing demeanor, judging eyes, sarcastic smile on a good hearted person with the good intent.

Because,

The world is  cruel, indifferent, cold and harsh.

And i would like to forget that more than anything,

For i have a sad heart that need healing

Not reminding.

Trying to let go…

Three years since we met, more than a year since we went our separate ways. And still this heart wonders where you are, what you are doing, how you are doing. I lied to you the time we talked. I haven’t let you go. I have been trying to let you go. I am. I just haven’t been able to let you go. I don’t know if i want to, i dun think i want to because i feel guilty for tying to let you go. I feel sad for myself but i don’t want to break your heart again, instead i have been breaking other hearts. I don’t know. I am getting feed up with myself.

I wish we were together. I wish we were happy together. But now all i can wish for is that we find hapiness.

I never thought love would do this to me. But it has. Like i didn’t have enough of heartaches. Life is hard, god is cruel and i shall breathe again.