Sadness and you

I feel sad today

I feel like im loosing a lot of things

I hear too many negative thoughts crowding my mind

I feel a lot of things weighing me down

What have i become?

What has life become?

Am i loosing you?

The only connection I made in years

Why have you become so important to me?

Even when I know I am not anymore for you

Am i alone again?

Yes, yes i am

Friend

I rather look at the curious eyes, confused laughter, innocent smile on a warm hearted person

Than,

Look at the ever changing demeanor, judging eyes, sarcastic smile on a good hearted person with the good intent.

Because,

The world is  cruel, indifferent, cold and harsh.

And i would like to forget that more than anything,

For i have a sad heart that need healing

Not reminding.