I rather live with failures than with regrets

It is easy to just do nothing. Not try to be happy, not try to find love, not try to build myself and my mother a comfortable future and the list goes on. It is easy to blame everything, life, circustances but it is tough to accept them and try harder, be it against these immovable forces. The question i ask myself is prettly simple yet tough. Do i want to live knowing i tried or do i want to live knowing i gave up? I won’t give up on myself on life or anything i am strong and i will fight survive my way through all of this and hopefully find my nirvana. And hopefully i won’t be alone.

I am a man bent by circumstances, life and nature. Sometimes i fight them. Sometimes i move along.


Want? Need?

Alot of people would argue these two words WANT and NEED implies the same thing but I don’t think so. If you are one of them then u should consider yourself lucky! For me they stand for two different things in life. And there are times when it gets really hard to decide which one to go with, which one to sacrifice; you want something but that’s not what you need and putting that energy into something else would get you what you need, and there lies your decision. These decisions kill you at times, leaves you with regrets but nothing you can do to avoid that. You might say why not just have both so you get both your needs and wants out of life but that’s not how it is and will never be. If you think you can have both I’d say you are dreaming. For me  I guess only choice I got is to live with it, at least that’s how I see it.