Hold me or i am leaving
Because i am tired
Of your coldness
Of your indeference
Of your turned back
Of your forced few syllables
I don’t need them
You don’t need me
You don’t need the love i threw at you
You don’t need to know i care
You don’t need this shit
I won’t bother with this feeling now.
Because this is a shit i don’t need.
I won’t give you the warmth
I have very less to give away
You don’t want it anyway.
What hurts me, are holes in my heart
Thank you for another one
Thank for reminding me i am not worthy of love
But i am strong
See i am still standing
My heart is still alive
I am still alive
I have been hurt too many times
I have come out of it alive before
I will again.
But i still wish you would hold me
But i still wish you were happy
I wish you could see past your sadness
I wish i was not feeling this
Even when you said otherwise
I know my gut
I can hear it telling me for what it is
For it has been right too many times before
I will still be here
But i will stay away
Watching and wishing you the world.
Goodbye as i close my heart
For it needs to heal now