Clingy, desperate

I fear I have become clingy, have I? I have been desperate for love, for companionships. Have I gone overboard? May be.

My expectations has grown and now I fear I will be dissapointed. So here I am taking a step back, breathe. As I give him space, I give myself space as well. I need to focus on myself now. I need to be desperate for my own peace of mind, love for myself and take care of my own well being.

I am enough.

Advertisements

Wishes and lovers

Curious innocence
You were the first one I ever felt connected with, it was an hour was it we spent together? I remember I wanted to devour you. You felt like everything I need maybe you still are. We met at the wrong time I guess but I’m glad we met. Maybe there is still a chance for us but you have seas to cross. Only time will tell.

Otherworldly Vagabond
You I left behind. I loved you. I still do. I wish you nothing but peace and happiness.

Mischevious bear
I see you. Your ambitions are bigger than anything else. I can’t see us together. You feel so comfortable, I feel at peace at the thought of you.

Fake-meat eater
Guarded. funny. sarcastic. I’ve barely scratched the surface. You will open with time and the is what we are running out of.

And I
I am lost. Within.
Desperate. Longing for togetherness.
None of you are right, neither wrong.
Perfect.
Patience.

I am enough.
Wishes.